The Escape

She had simply had enough.

There was no showdown at teatime over eating their vegetables or refusal to clean their teeth and go to bed on time. She had tucked them in, kissed them goodnight and turned the lights off before going downstairs.

It was in the kitchen where it had dawned on her. The pile of dirty dishes waiting patiently to be placed in the dishwasher; the clothes in the dryer begging to be removed and ironed before folded and put away; the floor that desperately needed mopping and the family table that felt sticky, with very obvious congealed blobs of ketchup, strawberry jam and toffee sauce.

The car wasn’t much better either. Each seat was covered with mysterious stains, the glove compartment was stuffed full of used wet wipes and the floor littered with empty drink cartons and lost sweets gathering fluff. As she drove along the deserted country lane, edged by dense dark hedgerows, she noticed a plastic doll in her rear view mirror, lying face down on the back seat, abandoned by her youngest daughter during the school run, but appearing more like it had passed out drunk after a bottle, or two, of red wine that it had consumed by itself. She put her foot down and sped further away from her house and every single one of her responsibilities, hoping to escape them all.

It was selfish, of course it was. She had wanted to be a mother for as long as she could remember, having spent most of her childhood caring for her younger siblings, she knew she was destined to be a great mother. What she hadn’t really given much thought to was having children. She hadn’t realised how much she would dislike them sometimes and how it would feel as though they had invaded her life, ruining her body, destroying her marriage and wrecking everything she owned.

She was ashamed of her house and her car. She hated the school run and the other mothers, who all appeared to be coping perfectly, while she always turned up with wet hair in a messy ponytail and clothes that always had unexplained stains or holes in them.

She couldn’t stand going to work either, and the judgemental looks when she turned up later than everyone else but left earlier. Her co-workers didn’t even bother hiding their resentment any longer, talking about her when they knew she could hear them, commenting on the quality of her work or how distracted she seemed these days.

She pushed the car a bit harder, going faster, whipping around the tight corners and feeling the old tyres slipping against the tarmac. Could she really do it? Could she continue to drive away and abandon her children? Would they be better off without her?

She stared at the road ahead and let go of the steering wheel for a moment, holding her hands up in the air and surrendering to the feeling of freedom. The car veered to the left and guilt welled in the pit of her stomach. She grabbed the steering wheel again and pushed down on the brake pedal. The car jerked to a stop and threw her forward. She sighed loudly, allowing the tension to flow out of her body, before mounting the muddy bank as she turned the car around and headed back home.

The Nymph

It was so small that he almost didn’t notice it at first. An orb of amber light suspended below the surface of the dark forest pool. He stood at the edge of the water, leaned forward, and watched as the light remained perfectly still. Cold water lapped over his trainers and seeped through the upper mesh, soaking his socks and through to his skin, sending a chill across his body. He shivered, but felt compelled to remain exactly where he was as though the light was reaching out of the water and holding him in place.

A single bubble burst on the surface, making a wet popping noise. It was followed by the sudden frantic flapping of wings as a large, dark-feathered bird left it’s hiding place amongst the leaves and launched itself into the night sky. Another bubble appeared, quickly followed by another and another, until the entire surface of the pool was alive, like water left to boil. A roaring noise overwhelmed the silent night and he covered his ears. The light ascended to the surface, twisting and turning around itself, spreading across the full width of the pool, bathing the shore and the surrounding trees in a fiery glow. The noise grew even louder and transformed into a thunderous rushing sound. The ground shook beneath him. He fell to his knees and gripped handfuls of soil and dead leaves, before closing his eyes and waiting for the world to rip apart.

He came to, lying on his side, curled up in the foetal position. There was grit in his mouth and cool water gently lapping against his face. It was dark again and the sound of roaring water had been replaced by a girl quietly humming a tune that he didn’t recognise. He sat up and watched her, unable to trust what he was seeing. She was in the pool, turned away from him, repeatedly gathering water in her cupped hands and rinsing her long copper hair. Her skin was as pale as porcelain and from what he could tell, she was completely naked beneath the water.

Dirt scratched at the back of his throat and he coughed, startling the girl in the water who spun around and searched the shoreline. Alarmed by his presence, she scrambled to the other side of the pool and stared at him, unblinking. He stood up, still coughing, before raising his right hand and silently telling her that she had nothing to be afraid of. She continued to stare at him, eyes wide, and her hands covering her vulnerability.

‘I…I’m sorry,’ he coughed out, grasping at his throat. ‘I didn’t mean to scare you.’

‘You shouldn’t be here,’ she warned, barely whispering.

‘I’m sorry,’ he repeated. ‘I was on my way home and got lost.’

‘You didn’t,’ she said, more forcefully this time. ‘You should go.’

He stepped closer to the edge and she tried to move further away. ‘What do you mean, I didn’t get lost?’

‘Just leave,’ she yelled, as six spheres of light suddenly appeared. The girl glided towards the centre of the water as bubbles broke on the surface, forming a ring around her. The ground started to rumble. ‘Run,’ she screamed, pointing towards the density of trees behind him.

‘I can’t,’ he responded. The pull he felt before was now coming from her, as though they were tied together for eternity. He couldn’t explain it.

She closed her eyes and tears ran down her cheeks.

‘I can’t leave you,’ he explained.

‘I know you can’t,’ she admitted.